Sunday, September 26, 2010

Hiii sweethearts. <3

I feel like creating a new blog. Like seriously, no more blogger. But I haven't got the time to do it just yet so I guess I'll have to stick to this for now. Anyway, I won't be updating regularly so there's no rush to this. Heh.

Loads of things happened. Good and bad. The bad thing is, since I'm no longer working now, my dad kept pestering me on getting a job and pay for my own bill. I mean, come on, when I quit my job the last time, we had mutual agreement that they'll pay for it. But now? If only I know this will happen, I wouldn't have quit. I will rather suffer at Sakura then to hear him talk to me about money every single day.

Its like, I'm an outsider. I have to pay to be in this house. Know that feeling? Yeah, it stinks and it's annoying.

So fine, I'm gonna work. I have to work. Bye weekends and bye free time. :(

Oh and I have a feeling i'm like keeping a distance from my friends. I have no idea why. I just feel so insecure and need to be alone. I just feel no one understands me. I don't know why but it'll have to go away. Or I'll lose all my friends, which is bad cause at times like this, I need my friends to be with me.

Please meeza. Change for the better.

Right. I went to Jay Park's concert last night. And no, not as a fan girl (cause i don't even know who he is) but as a staff, helping out for the event. It was FREAKING tiring. I had to stand all the way. But I got to see most of jay cause I was assigned somewhere near the backstage. Heh. I waved at him, but he didn't wave back. :(

My job was to stop people from entering that part of the beach cause apparently, the organisers don't want people to stand at the side and take pictures of jay. It wasn't easy, so I had backup. And I just made a new friend to this security guard. HE'S DAMN COOLLLLL.

He and I have the same mindset. We just couldn't stand the fangirls so we tried our best to chase them away. Hehe. It was a very fun feeling, to chase people away. Yesss ah!

Made alot of new friends. Yay! Me happy and me realise Jay is damn cool cause he can dance freaking welll. AOM rocks! And me saw a lot of Eurasian guys last night and me think they're hot. So me kept on smiling to meself.

Another sad note, I guess chelsea just can't beat Man city. Yeaps, we lost 1-0 to mancity. :( But its okay cause the big 4 did badly. HAHAA. Arsenal lost too, liverpool and man utd draw. Its so coool. Come on Chelsea, next match is with Arsenal, please don't let me down again.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
I love harry potter. Kkthx.